I miss my dad today
I miss my dad today…………I haven’t felt this for a very long long time. You know the kind of emotions and sentiments that happens deep inside of you, which you are not in control of……………………….
So many stuffs are all in a volcanic outburst right now.
Maybe it’s the alcohol, or the suppression of my feelings and emotions.
Loneliness
Chris Isaak – Wicked Games
The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you
No, I don’t want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don’t want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
And I don’t wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don’t want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you
No I don’t wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
Nobody loves no one
Live Every Moment
“Try and live every moment, keep in touch with the people that means the most to you. Try to memerise their face and recall the best moments that you had with them. Say all the things that you’ve wanted to say, but have always been too afra…id to………” Inspired by “Life or something like it”
James Blunt – Tears and rain
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I’d chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I’ve found no meaning.
I guess it’s time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure’s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I’ve heard what they say, but I’m not here for trouble.
It’s more than just words: it’s just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I’m so cold from fear.
I guess it’s time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure’s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I’ve heard what they say, but I’m not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure’s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It’s more than just words: it’s just tears and rain.
Ahhh..
Tears and rain
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Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure’s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It’s more than just words:
It’s just tears and rain.
Extreme – More than words
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
The greatest mistake in Love
The greatest mistake in Love is trying to possess it. It will spill out of hand just like water. Love will retrieve from you if you demand, if you expect. Love is meant to be free; you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings. Give, but don’t expect. Advise, but don’t order. Ask, but never demand.
Is it the weather or some chemical LOCHA in my body?
Have you ever been in a mood to drink? I mean the thirst for the alcohol.
Well what I am saying is sometimes, your body temperament is in such a state that you thirst for drink, and your usual drink quota doesn’t fulfill that thirst.
For instance I usually drink 3 pecks of whisky. It’s not that I drink daily; it’s sometimes when with good friends. Today I was in a mood for drinking and was with some good friends. So 3 of us had ½ bottle of whisky and 2 shots of tequila. Now after 1 hour of that, I am still drinking Beer and still feel so fresh. And sometimes with just 2 pecks of whisky I am knocked out.
Is it the weather or some chemical LOCHA in my body?
I guess the thirst will remain there unless I drink excessively. So this will be my last drink and I’ll go off to bed.
